Calvin's Life

Officially Leaving

2009-10-11T20:56:00.003+08:00

This date 2nd Oct 2009 is important for me and Josephine Wong where we officially ended our 9 months relationship after struggling for sometime.. Finally i believes that forcing and keeping a relationship with someone where her heart is not belongs to me is so hard.. Therefore, no point i'm still keeping her besides me since she still thinking her ex.. Finally i made a decision to let her go after thought for sometime.. I wish her that she can find her happiness and always bless her.. Take care Josephine..

29th Sept 2009

2009-09-29T22:54:00.003+08:00

Finally my class starts after a long semester break since end of may till 28th Sept 2009.. It would be my nightmare again and soon i'm going to scream again for help.. lolx.. not much to update.. just normal lecture.. Wish myself all the best.. Yah, carynn also started her class on 28th Sept 09 as well.. I wish her all the best too.. We study a same college, KDU.. Wat a coincidence.. But, she study in Petaling Jaya while i study in Penang branch.. still the same, KDU.. lolx.. Study hard Carynn.. Wait for your treat after u got your degree.. haha..
That's all from now..

~Calvin~

KL Trip

2009-09-29T22:51:00.013+08:00

This 3 days from 19th until 21, i went down to KL with my colleagues to spent my holidays there.. It is quite enjoyable even though all are guys.. Actually not much fun.. But, i'm able to met Carynn since the last time i met her is on 30th August 09.. Quite long too.. And in the same time, I can collect my birthday pressie from her.. We not much places went for this 3 days.. The places that visited is Low Yat Plaza, Sungei Wang, Sunway Pyramid, KL Pavillion and some other shopping complexes.. Moreover, we went to Klang for Bak Kut Teh on sunday afternoon.. Other places is Putrajaya, dataran Merdeka, KLCC and KL Tower..
Below is some pictures during the trip;
KL Tower...

Myself..

F1 racer..

Dinner time...

Dataran Merdeka...

Putrajaya..

KL Pavillion...

Myself again...

Finally my pressie comes.. Tut tut tut !!!

Wrapping paper.. Bugs bunny.. so cute..

This shows that my friend, Carynn is so poor.. She can't even afford to buy a birthday card for me.. Haiz.. Poor Carynn...

Aiyo, she so decorative.. Decorate the whole box.. but, is very nice.. Thanks carynn for the decorations..

Finally, my pressie revealed.. is T-Shirt from Valentino.. Thanks Carynn for your pressie.. u may prepare for the next year gift to me.. haha..

17th Sept 2009

2009-09-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today is my 1st day feeling loneliness without my beloved dear Jojo.. I couldn't call her as often as last time because its expensive and some more the time difference between UK and Malaysia.. I guess my dear should arrived at England.. So bored without her around me.. I doesn't know wat am i going to do during this Raya breaks.. Besides i'm going down to KL during weekend, I still have another few days break before coming back to Penang to work and preparation of my studies after 3 months semester break.. Sigh, have to do my assignment and reports again.. I doesn't know how long i can struggle with this kind of life again..
Time passed really fast.. I still can recalled back the memories where i met my dear for the 1st time in Ipoh Parade during Raya break year 2008.. Now, is almost the end of 2009.. Moreover, is raya celebration too.. That time is my 1st time called her for the meet and so lucky that i'm able to met her.. From that time, i start to called her on the phone and chat till midnite.. That was my happiest moment that i always remembered.. I doesn't know whether next year my dear would be still belongs to me or she have find another good guy in England.. But, i always believe fate and i will do my very best to keep her at my side.. If is fated to let go, i will do it.. But, of course i do not wish that this would be happen on me.. Anyway, i wouldn't think this so far since there 's nothing happen at my relationship here..
My KL trip is getting near and near, i have few years never visit KL since there's no companion.. Hope i have a great trip there..
Muakzs to my dear dear Jojo.. Vin Vin always love Jojo..

16th Sept 2009

2009-09-16T22:31:00.001+08:00

Pray for dear safety while in airplane.. Dear must take care while in England.. I love u.. Muakzs..

UnOfficial Leaving !!

2009-09-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

Finally, the day has come where my loving dear Josephine going to England, United Kingdom to continue her bachelor's degree in Master In Pharmacy.. It would be an unofficial leaving for me but it makes no difference because i couldn't see her in person for 2 years instead of webcam and instant messenger.. I'm so moody and emotional and couldn't accept that the day comes so fast after knowing her for 1 year 3 months.. Luckily, i manage to called her before she go up to the airplane.. Even though is 10 minutes, it really makes my heart feel happy, touching and sweet after hearing her voice.. I really hope that the time would be turning back to our happiest moment and stopped at that moment.. I understand that it is impossible for us.. So, i just can look forward and wait for dear to return back after completion of her studies there..
Anyway, i' ll always pray that my dear would complete her degree with a 1st Class Honours.. Besides that, i would pray dear for safety and have a good health I'm here to continue my life even though it would be quite lonely without my dear companion.. I would cheer myself up and won't let dear to worry of me.. Dear take care yourself there.. Dear must come back and visit me whenever u have summer break.. I'll visit dear too whenever i have time.. I wanna to tell dear that i never regret for choosing u as my dear.. If dear give me another chance to choose again, i will still stood up and said, "i never never regret for courting u in the beginning".. I just regretted that i know u late.. Just remember that i'm always there for u whenever any problems arise.. Vin Vin always love Jojo.. Muakzs..

Final count down !!

2009-09-15T21:04:00.003+08:00

Another 1 more day and it would be a last day for my dear to stay in Malaysia before she flight to UK tomorrow.. So sad and miss her so much.. Hope dear dear had a wonderful moments while in Malaysia.. Dun worry dear.. Just 2 years only.. Dear can flight back to Malaysia whenever have a long semester break or summer breaks.. Take care dear.. love u.. Muakzs..

Counting down !!!

2009-09-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

Dear dear still have another 2 days before going to England for her studies.. I'm really miss her so much.. So sad... Wish that i can see dear in summer break.. Dear dear must study hard there..
Take care.. Muakzs..

Sweet Memories !!!

2009-09-13T17:54:00.007+08:00

Some happy moments before my dear leaving to UK to continue her Bachelor's degree in Nottingham University.. It would be my last time for me to meet her since she would be there for 2 years.. I would miss my dear so much while she is not in Malaysia.. Anyway, i will support her and always be there for her.. How i wish that my dear would still had another 1 more year in Malaysia ... Or the time can stop at this moment so that i can have more time to accompany my dear.. But, i understand that is impossible and yet, she still need to leave on Sept 16.. Anyway, i just wish my dear good luck in everything and take care ya.. love u so much..
Well, that nite we went for a movie where the title is "UP" presented by Disney Pixar.. The movie is can say so-so and is just average.. After the show, we walked around the Ipoh Parade since my dear wanna to buy some boots.. But, finally she couldn't buy anything.. Therefore, we just walked around and went for our dinner in MP coffee house.. After our dinner, we drove around in somewhere town and jusco area before went for our drink in Friend's Cafe.. We had a drink there since my dear wanna to drink some hot coffee.. After our drinks, finally we went home since i need to drove back to Penang on the next day due to my work..

1st Pic.. I'm so cool... lolx..

This would be better.. at least i'm smiling..

Camera angle.. using my left hand... haha

This one would be the best among others...

Dear dear must take care while in England.. Wish dear all the best.. love u.. Muakzs...

Pressie !!

2009-09-11T09:55:00.003+08:00

I received the pressie from my dear before she leaving to UK for further her studies on 16th Sept 09.. Her pressie is so cute and so funny.. I like it a lot.. thanks dear.. love u so much.. muakzs..

a burger boy ...

is it so cuttteeee ? lolx...

Gifts !!

2009-09-08T12:22:00.010+08:00

Some gifts from me to my lovely dear jojo before she flight to UK on 16th September 2009.. I couldn't see her for the next 2 years unless the summer break.. But, as wat i know, she would find a job there during the summer break there.. So, the chances for me to communicate with her would be less and less, besides using msn and webcam.. Never mind, i would drop her as much e-mails as possible to my dear, so that she can feel the care from me..
The below is some last gifts that i bought for her:

Scafts from Winter Time...

A pair of key chain...

Front look...

Back look with names..
another one....

Okies, that's all for now.. would update more soon..

30th August 2009

2009-09-08T10:55:00.003+08:00

Today is my happiest moment where finally i 'm able to met Carynn after 2 years of my appointment to her.. She came down to Ipoh to visit her grandparents and in the same time, she visited me too.. But, wat my disappointment is that she never brought any delicacies foods for me such as cheesecake, black forest, blue berry cakes that made by her.. So, i can be able to taste her handmade cakes.. hmm..
That nite i brought her for a drinks since she like so much to eat and drink.. The place that i brought her is the most famous place in Ipoh, the hawker street "Tong Sui Kai" for drinks.. We ordered the mixed fruits ice where is the famous drinks there.. After our drinks, we went to travel someplace around ipoh.. Around an hour later, i sent her back home and told her parents that she is fine and safe.. lolx..
Actually, i had took some pictures with her.. But, the reasons is she had many complains, so that the picture is not so satisfaction and blur too... She need to take all the blames by taking a new pictures with me when she meet me again.. As wat she promised me on the phone.. Right, Ms Chin ? lolx..

22nd August 2009

2009-08-22T11:28:00.004+08:00

Not much to describe today.. Just wanna to wish and pray that Carynn would be safe while in the airplane and safe all time.. She would be landing today and i 'm assure she would be quite tiring and full of stories to share.. lolx.. well, waitng for your stories..

My working is quite normal.. Everyday did the same thing as usual.. I feel bored sometimes but life is like that.. Even i move to another company, after sometime, i feel bored too.. Maybe bcos i always stay inside the same place and facing the same people dailies, especially my operators.. lol..

15th August 2009

2009-08-14T00:48:00.004+08:00

Today my dear jojo would be start working as a Promoter in PC Fair at Stadium Indera Mulia, Ipoh, Perak till 17th August 2009.. Wish dear all the best.. Dear must take care.. Pray for dear..
Muazks..

Missing someone !!

2009-08-10T11:19:00.003+08:00

Hmz.. dunno why.. this few weeks i 'm missing someone..
hope to see her soon..
dunno when i would be going back to meet her !!
love u..
muakzs..

Result release !!

2009-08-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

Uhuuuu !!! Finally, the day that i had waited for so long being announce today.. Finally, my result is being released today since after i sat my may examination.. Then, my holiday break for 3 months.. Not much to stated here.. my result is ok-ok only .. maybe is in degree level and no longer in diploma level anymore.. so, is hard to scored a good results and moreover, i had to work as well.. anyway, i passed all my subjects.. let's celebrate.. lolx..

come back to my sickness, not much to update too.. still remain the same.. but is getting better after i ate the medicine.. will recover soon..

that's all for now..

Sick and MC !!

2009-08-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

Finally i 'm sick.. My sickness would be cause due to heavy workload such as working and studying.. It might also cause by haze since the weather now is unpredictable.. Or it might be H1N1.. Therefore, i saw doctor and got some medicine from him.. At the beginning, i worried that i got H1N1 bcos one of my engineer is came back from US for product transfer but he refuse to see doctor to get some medicine such as antibiotic.. He told us that he's not sick, so no need to checked.. But luckily, my sickness is just at the beginning stage and is common to everyone.. not H1N1..

My medicine.. antibiotic, fever (panadol), cough syrup and sore throat..
That's all for now..

Car accident !!

2009-08-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

On 30th July 2009, the day where i can't be forgotten.. Why i said so ? It's bcos my mum faced an accident today.. How is she ? She is fine but the car is quite serious.. damaged here and there.. but luckily my mum is fine.. then is good enough.. in the same time, we can delivered a message to Malaysia Government where their largest car's maker Proton Holding Bhd is worst and terrible in manufacturing their local cars.. Beside the qualities issued, their price of the cars is quite expensive.. Have to be taxed here and there.. Luckily, the car is Proton Iswara.. although is cheap, but the quality is even worst.. but, the major problem is that car is under my name.. so, i need to return back to Ipoh to settled all the documents and claims.. quite busy on that day.. I went back to Ipoh on 2nd August 2009 bcos only that day i'm free after my ot due to my workload.. I took leave on monday to solved all claims before returned back to Penang again on tuesday morning.. On tha particular monday (3rd August 09), whole day i went out with my dad to solved all the issues.. I almost crazy of their stuffs and drove here and there just to proved me that i'm the car owner only..
but, luckily, the accident is not our fault.. is one of a malay gal which got their "P" license and drove a Kelisa.. She is speeding but how fast is her car, i mean the r.p.m, i dun really know about it.. all i know is her fault..so, the insurance would claim her side after verified by the police.. so, now she got a saman and would be suspended her license due to spedding.. quite happy that she got the punishment but the car .. is terrible now.. wat to do ? is already crashed and waited for the repair only..

the pictures below is the outlook of the car :

The front look..

The petrol tank ...

the passenger sit ..

that's all for now at this moment.. bye

Miracle !!

2009-07-25T14:10:00.000+08:00

I should start with either is miracle or ridiculous ? why i should say this ? i guess someone aldy knew why i 'm saying this.. The story is like this.. I knew this gal for 2 years.. She is not too pretty nor too ugly.. Just an ordinary, smart, and a bit crazy gal.. She is who ? later i will reveal out.. This gal is usually sms (short-messaging service) me whenever she have any problems or something to share with me.. The funniest part is she never never called me till 22th July 2009, 9.02 am (Malaysian time). The reason she called me is either she feel guilty bcos she understand most of the time is sms rather than called.. Or i called her most of the time ? But, i understand that she won't feel guilty.. She told me before that her phone is eating vegetarian and couldn't able to make call.. The only function that her phone had is SMS.. The second thinking might be she feel lonely and wanna to find someone to chat.. therefore, i'm the luckiest person that chosen by her ? right ? lolx..
Actually, the main reason is she promised to call me before she going to UK for vacation.. She would be there for 1 month as wat i knowed from her.. Finally, she offered herself to called me before she went up to the plane.. This is totally miracle for me.. I can't imagined i knew her for so long and never received her called before, finally it became realities.. am i dreaming ? the first question i kept asking myself after she hang down the phone.. But, the main problem is she called me for 2 mins while most of the time i called her almost 30 mins whenever she told me her problems to solved or sharing something.. can u see the comparison here ? basically, i feel happy too because finally i knew that her phone is not a vegetarian phone. It ables to call out.. Congrats rynnzz.. Finally, your phone is alive.. maybe you should thank me because i save your phone.. lolx.. I hope she would called me more so that i can save a lot of credit from my phone bill..
who is this gal ? she is my best friend Carynn Chin .. lolx

11th July 2009

2009-07-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today basically nothing to post.. but, i feel happy because i went back to Ipoh to meet my lovely dear jojo.. So lucky that she's in Ipoh and didn't went to anywhere.. Then, i can date her for both days, Sat and Sun.. Yep, i need to booked her first.. Even a boyfriend need to date her girlfriend need to booked earlier.. Maybe she had some urgent stuffs and important things need to be done.. And, this would be my privileged bcos i'm her boyfriend.. Therefore, most of the unimportant appointments that she had, need to reject just because of me.. i think so.. dunno about her.. but i hope she would still gave this privileged to me..
Okies, come back to the stories here.. I had a dinner with her in Ipoh Jusco.. can say her favourite restaurant, Food and Tea.. After that, I watched movie with her, the Ice Age 3.. It was an awesome movie and so funny.. Even though, i seldom watched cartoon and animation, no doubt to said that this movie is nice.. is highly recommended to my friends.. lolx.. that nite my dear Josephine is so happy bcos she ate a lot.. I never saw her eating till like this.. After our dinner, we bought a popcorn and ate inside the cinema.. Later, we ate ice cream near somewhere Jusco.. She suddenly wanna to eat ice cream.. Then i accompany her to eat .. we ate so happily and so enjoying.. Maybe together with the love one is the most happiest things in an entire life.. maybe is for me but dunno for her.. After our ice cream event, i sent her home since is quite late too.. I worried later her daddy will scold her.. Even i feel hard to sent her home after so long never seen her, but never mind.. As long she had accompany and gave me a great time.. Then, i bought her favourite perfume, DKNY Fresh Blossom.. Although is quite expensive and not worth for people's eye, but for me , i feel that i bought this perfume is worth and priceless for her.. Bought something for the loved one and she appreciated it is a great achievements for a guy.. Basically, she had guess that i will bought this perfume for her and no surprise at all.. But, she never expected i will be willingly to spent this amount of money for this perfume.. I feel happy that she used the perfume on sun nite just bcos of me.. At least i dun feel wasted of it..
The perfume look is like below;

Nice look ? Nice smell ? Cute and Adorable ? at this picture ? now we see the reality of the perfume..

yes.. that is the perfume i bought at Queensbay Mall, Penang.. Cost doesn't need to say.. is worth for someone and she'll happy is more than enough.. therefore, this cute, nice look and nice smell have to be match with someone special in my life..
of course this cute and cool perfume must match with an adorable, charming and pretty gal in my life.. She is who ? scroll bottom..

My lovely Jojo.. Love u , darling...

4th July 2009

2009-07-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

Well, basically nothing to post here.. last few weeks was quite smooth with my work.. Moreover, my studies still.. i mean my semester break still haven't finish.. So, no classes and lectures need to attend.. so, nothing to write too.. About my relationship, i guess at this moment there's nothing to update.. it 's still the same.. a quiet and critical stage.. there's no solutions yet.. therefore, dun waste my time to wrote the unnecessary stuffs where the problems haven't been solve..
Regarding my work, i 'm really angry of my Senior Engineer.. He really a big basket.. He rejected my application for the product transfer in US this month.. He told me that my experience still less and young.. Not qualified for any product transfer.. haiz.. so sad.. If not, i can go for vacation in US for 3 weeks.. I dun really care of H1N1.. just quarantine for 1 week.. is ok for me.. rest at home without going to work... lolx.. wat to do ? wait for another chance.. another product transfer predicted on next year... dunno when.. but, a bit disappointed bcos missed a golden opportunity since i'm having semester break now.. never mind, continue with my work.. no other choice since the place has been replaced by someone else..

Well, some of my hard works and some arts that make by me;

The two top models, one is my fairy Princess Josephine, at this moment.. But, doesn't know whether she would be still my Princess or not.. That one would be discussed later.. Dun mentioned it now.. Enjoy my creative artwork..

My dear Princess Josephine Wong with a new hair cut.. Quite cool and charm.. but, not so nice if compare with her long hairs previously..

My dear long hair look..

Below is another stories of another top model..

Well, let me intro the person above the picture here.. She is Carynn Chin.. Age is 19.. She stay in KL.. studied A Level in Help University.. I had introduced her before in my previous blog.. the one that i would kick her down to the sea if she dare to failed my quiz.. hahaha.. She is a hardworking gal, like to laugh and jokes, and no temper gal.. but, a bit siu hei only.. She can say quite pretty and elegant in this pictures.. Maybe my editing skills and photoshop software is great.. from an ordinary gal become a top model.. haha.. But, all the pictures is no used to her.. She dun appreciate my hardwork.. she just told me that one picture is nice and the remaining is "just ok".. huh ? wat ok ? should be great.. bcos my artwork is best.. although my grade for art subject in secondary school is C .. but, still able to make a nice pic here should give me credits.. clap handss.. hahaha..
Another nice pic of her again ;

16th June 09

2009-06-17T02:26:00.001+08:00

Well, it had been 2 days i didn't upload anything here.. This is because my relationship is in an unknown stages.. Yup, i and her doesn't know which stage now.. She just promised 2 years to overcome her feelings and memories while i just wait for her to give a full answer before the next step to take.. She either say "Yes, I'm ready and we can continue" or "Sorry, we end here".. Well, still have 2 years time.. Don't really think of it.. Now, i just focus my work and studies..

Last nite i faced some difficulties and and my mind is full of tension and stress.. Why ? It happened something in my working company, Jabil.. Last time it would be called Jabil Circuit Inc. Since 2 years ago, it has been changed to Jabil Inc and is number 3 largest Electronic Manufacturing Services (EMS) or sub-contractor after Foxconn and Flextronics.. Ok, come back to my story. The problem or difficulties i faced is quite troublesome because all our customer PC Tester are inflated with virus.. And, the most funniest part is all this PC is not protected with any anti-virus. Why ? Don't ask me why.. The only reason i can give is the customer wish. Besides that, all the softwares contains inside the PC is only there. We doesn't keep for any backup softwares and this is to protect the interest of the customer as well as the interest of the company.. Therefore, we doesn't have any back up files. Most of the time, the specialist from their site would lend their support whenever our tester is down.. But, this time is in deep trouble.. We need to explain to the customer why their PC is affected with viruses.. Most of the tester is under my control.. So, i doesn't know who used the customer PC to browse the illegal website or their pendrives is inflated with virus originally.. Well, this morning still the same.. Have some fires from my supervisor and all senior engineers regarding this issues.. Then, i downloaded the anti-virus (AVG) to heal and kill the viruses.. But, finally some virus still contains inside the PC.. We couldn't help but still can be use for temporary.. The reason why is because next month we have a big run in our production and need the tester to test the product.. Hopefully, the result doesn't affect because of the viruses..

Okies, another happy moments is regarding my quiz.. I'm getting happy because no one is failing my quiz.. I'm feeling surprise and of course is happy.. If my test paper is so smooth, then i feel glad and happy.. Well, i would like to praise two ladies here for achieving a good results in scoring my Quiz (feel like my quiz is more important than other works).. She is my beloved god sister Jess Yap and my funny friend Carynn Chin.. Start with my Sister Jess Yap, at the beginning she scored badly in my first quiz.. I'm confronted her and she promised me to get a good marks in my second quiz.. Well, she scored 80%.. Haha, basically is not confronted her also.. Just ask why and cry in front of her.. Told her to get at least 70% marks only..hahahaha.. This sister really cared for me.. Like last week i 'm having some problems and she there to comfort me.. I'm really thank to my sister here..
Let's come back to Carynn.. She is one of my friend where is happy all the while.. She really a happy-go-lucky gal.. Most of the time she will laugh while chatting but never see her saying she is unhappy.. Maybe, this time she face some difficulties.. But, i don't feel like mentioning here since this is still her privacy.. Respect ppl privacy.. I knew her 2 years and 2 weeks.. It can be say longer compare with my dear.. But, it is 2 different matter.. Carynn is my best friend and Jojo is my dear.. I knew her while i went for a trip to Thailand in the last 2 years.. We met there and knew until now.. Maybe our friendship will continue on.. If i 'm not mistaken, she still owe me a present and the motivationed present.. Right ? I think u should know what i meant about the motivation present.. She scored 90% in my quiz but i failed her quiz.. Don't cry, rynnzz.. Maybe is fated.. I'm not talented to answer ppl quiz but i'm talented to make the quiz for them to passed.. Luckily, i passed my dear quiz.. So far, i just passed her quiz.. All my friends quiz i scored below 50%.. Hahaha.. Among my dear, she is the second one who scored the highest.. Maybe is same.. Both also 90%.. Good, maybe i told her my things and she can remembered till now.. Or she simply shoot also able to scored so high.. This one i need to chat with her.. Maybe, i really treated her as my best friend or close friend.. No matter happy or sad, i will tell her just to release out or find someone to chat.. Basically, i'm not much to write about her.. Because she passed my quiz is a must and to score A also is compulsory.. 80% or 90% is doesn't matter.. If she dare to failed my test, i will kick her down to the sea and feed all my baby sharks.. Or else i will break friendship with her.. Hahaha..

That's all for tonite.. Quite sleepy.. Need to go off.. Bye..

14thJune2009

2009-06-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

The 5th day history begin again.. Basically, not much to say bcos today is sunday.. so, not much written.. This morning i woke up and online.. As usual, online doing nothing.. reading the daily news, facebook, and check all those emails.. After a while, message my dear.. See wat she doing in Ipoh.. I will message her daily.. But, due to the problems arise few days ago, we just seldom message each other.. Maybe, she feel that nothing to chat with me or i doesn't know how to write a message to her.. Yet, i still sms her to care for her.. Hope she dun feel annoying or kick me out.. I really miss her so much.. After a while, then i went for my lunch to eat the famous hokkien mee with my colleague.. or Prawn mee in Ipoh.. Then, my colleague bought some durians.. Wow, a nice durians.. nyum nyum.. I share with him and ate around 3.30pm at his house where after my dear message me while she is in Ipoh Jusco.. Well, she walked walked with her parents.. So,i didn't want to disturb her.. Then, i continue with my durian celebrations.. hehe.. But, i think i need to control my mouth.. Bcos the reason is my cholestrol is not so good after the blood test last year.. This year need to take again.. Well, hope everything is fine..
Well, today i feel bored and create a quiz in Facebook where "How well do u know Calvin Cheah".. maybe if u know the answer, come and challenge it.. the Prizes ? quite attractive.. and is interesting.. haha.. Some of my friends took this quiz.. I have two best friends who knew for 16 years.. One scored 50% and another one scored 80%.. The person who scored 50% scold me of the questions is hard.. Another best friend is easily scored 80% and he say is not bad.. Some of my net friends , friends and my ex-colleagues took the quiz as well.. They scored around 60% - 70%.. Well, is a good achievement.. No one failed the test.. But, i still say my dear is the best.. She able to scored 90%.. She can say know me well.. Maybe, i told her most of the times.. And, some questions i really created because of her.. Maybe she is quite important too.. Thanks dear.. love u and always miss u dear dear.. Okies, that's all from now.. Tomorrow i need to work.. To be continue again..

~Calvin~

13June2009

2009-06-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

Today is my 4th Day after the incident happened.. Well, life is always like this.. My mood is getting better.. No doubt to say that my mood in last few days is worst.. or terrible.. but today is better.. finally, i 'm started to talk and smile.. But, my heart still feel uneasy.. and, doesn't know why my stomach is not feeling well this few weeks... Everyday gastric.. But, after taking the medicine, it is much better.. luckily, i have medicine here..ya, come back to here.. maybe i and my dear have a deal.. to try in this 2 years.. If cannot, at least i have give a try before rather than i waste a chance.. And, maybe i finally think too much.. Basically, the problems is simple and easy to solve.. Is she determined everything and not me.. If she insisted to end, then watever i'm doing also is useless.. But, since she give me a chance, then meaning she still want to continue.. She had make a big move.. Dun forced her till the end of the road and no turning back..So, for me is already solve the problems.. The remaining is depends the GOD.. See whether i'm fated to be with her or not ?
Today i'm so bad luck.. my condominium here no electricity.. why ? the reason is bcos the MCCB Cal (Motor Control Center Board Calibration).. This would be done once a year to check whether there have any leakage current or not.. Or any fuse blown.. Just simple engineering terms.. Then, no choice.. Since no electricity, then better i go someplace where there have any air-conditioner to cool my body.. At first, i choose Bukit Jambul.. But, so unfortunate, is raining heavily.. So, i change my direction toward to Queensbay Mall.. Bcos the parking there is internal lot compare with BJ outer one.. Then, i took my lunch inside.. Not Kim Gary.. so expensive.. i ate Old Town.. Nasi Lemak and Coffee Ice.. after that, walked a while..passed by some shops.. some boutiques.. and i saw some clothes very pretty and nice to match with dear.. but, doesn't know whether she want or not.. hmz.. never mind, let me think first.. maybe i will buy for her.. then, i walked walked around.. then i stopped at Maxis Counter.. saw the Iphone 3G.. so cool.. so nice.. but, no use.. bcos Iphone 3G used for browsing.. no video call is available.. wasted wasted.. last few weeks ago, i went to watched movie with my colleagues.. we saw LG Road Fair.. I saw the LG Arena KM900.. wow, so nice and cool.. really like it a lot.. more function than Iphone 3G..

This is LG Arena Km900.. is it cool ? just cost Rm 1880..

Iphone 3G .. is good for browsing.. but, all functions is no use.. especially no video call.. cost rm 2800 ++..

Therefore, i prefer the LG phone now.. so cool.. but, unfortunately, no money to spend on it.. The economy just arise but still haven't come to peak stage.. so, my job is still insecure.. better save first..
okies, time to off.. bye..

3rd day (12June09)

2009-06-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

Today is my 3rd day after a big problems between me and my dear.. i doesn't know whether i should call her dear, darling, or gal ? or her ? or Ms Josephine ? but, she agree that i still call her as dear.. so, okies.. let the story begin.. I doesn't know why i 'm still writing the blog since my feeling here so down.. should be calling friends or calling other friends on the phone to chat to get my mood back.. but, i'm not.. i choose to write maybe bcos my dear had read the blog last nite.. so, she understand that this blog created is bcos of her.. or maybe she dunno.. or she purposely to ignore.. is alrite.. maybe, she not really care whether this blog is bcos of her or not.. but, if she really reading it, i feel glad and happy.. Actually, i promised her to start writing a blog.. at the beginning, i feel bored.. The reason is "nothing to write" or feel bored to write.. but, i had told her to try.. so just give a try to myself to write here.. At first, it might feel a bit weird.. bcos i never write blog for 23 years.. i even hate to write an essay.. now want me to write so much.. haiz.. maybe is bcos of someone.. then she can motivated me to do something.. then i just go along.. i thought this blog is just for myself... for me to read, and write.. not for anyone but until last nite, suddenly i told my dear i started to write blog, and she request to see.. not i force her too.. i have ask her many times and she say "Yes, i want to see".. then only i sent the link to her.. If she didn't read, then wat to do ? just continue.. i still can keep this blog as my secret place for me to write something here.. If she read, then just sharing my daily life and she will know better about me if she want to do so.. if no, then take it as a joke..
Yup, till now I still haven't come to the topic.. Maybe, i feel writing is better than talking now.. I didn't speak a single word or mute to anyone in this 3 days.. i mean crapping or normal chat.. unless is important stuffs or working stuff.. I dun even smile or laugh to anyone.. all my colleagues wonder how come this happy-go-lucky Poh kang (or Happy Calvin) didn't laugh for few days ? they asking me too.. but the answer is "i'm fine", "i'm alrite".. and i told them i doesn't want to tell anything to them since is my personal life.. doesn't affect my work.. as long i can perform is more than enough.. rite ? so, summarise is i speak less than 30 words in this 3 days and never smile.. meaning 10 words per day.. but wednesday, i didn't even speak a single word to anyone.. i feel that my mouth is so heavy and no energy to open my mouth.. i rather use paper, msn or anything that can write to tell them instead of using my mouth.. But, maybe after a week, my feeling would be getting better (hope so)..
Even today, i feel a bit hard.. I want to sms my dear.. I had open the blank message, and ready to type.. but, after a while, i'm still holding my handphone without typing a single word.. i dun really know wat to type inside.. and i understand she won't use all the sweet words again.. even a normal chat also is hard for me to communicate with her.. Not i doesn't have any feelings to her or not loving her anymore, but i dun even know how to start an opening message.. Finally, i feel hard to write a sms.. A while later, she online.. I saw her playing facebook.. i have click to the pop up window and want to start a chat, i have type everything.. but, the result is still the same.. maybe i'm not brave enough to press the "Enter" button.. finally, she put to idle sign.. then, i continue with my work..
After work, i went back home and as usual, go to my cousin bro house for dinner.. maybe after so long didn't meet each other, finally my best friend visited me.. Who is my best friend ? is really really my best friend.. i know him/her for sometime.. maybe more than 10 years.. but i dunno whether she is a girl or a boy.. assume that "she" is a girl.. She is Ms Gastric.. I have been few months didn't have gastric till just now.. i feel so pain and take some medicine where i put inside my car.. then rest a while.. but still pain.. maybe too long never visited me, "she" missing me so much.. want to play with me.. but, it really play hard this time.. i feel better after half and hour.. why gastric ? dunno.. i got this gastric since very small.. so once a while, i will feel a bit pain.. like the gals pain.. but not every month..
okies, want to rest a while.. bye

~Calvin~

My unforgettable moment

2009-06-11T16:39:00.000+08:00

Today (10 June 2009) is the day where i can't forget in my entire life.. and is a sad day where it really hurts my heart.. my lovely dear Josephine Wong Yunn Shyuan want to end our 6 months relationship.. the reason is ? !!! haiz.. dun want to mentioned here.. but, i managed to persuade her back.. to let her overcome her feelings and emotional.. let her try to forget the past.. let her think and consider whether is working or not.. or let her get ready for the next 2 years.. if really cannot, i have no choice to let go.. but, it really hurt me deeply.. i never feel this hurt before.. i broke my tears after kept for 11 years.. yup, is 11 years.. my first time crying is when i score badly my UPSR result.. is really worst.. then , i drop my tears at that moment.. Until then, i never cry before.. or maybe doesn't know how to cry even whoever hurt it, i'm still the same and normal.. but this time, i start crying again.. and i really feel my heart is pain whenever i recall this.. maybe some would ask me to forget about her or let go.. but, is really hard.. from the beginning, i just wish to date with her for few months.. i just want her to be happy for 9 months before she leave to UK for further studies.. i wish that time i can stay with her for 9 months and care for her.. of course love her too.. but after that, i only realise i truly love her.. i really want her to be someone special in my entire life.. then going on, i 'm a bit greedy.. i wish that i can stay longer with her.. if can, forever.. but i understand that this things hard to say.. but i able to prove to her how much i love her and willingly to share everything with her.. but yet, she refuse to share with me.. i understand that she really love her ex and cannot forget him.. and she understand that she has no more hope that her ex would return back.. how i wish is that she would love me like her ex.. would be care and love me more.. and share everything with me.. but, the result is no.. she ask me to give her sometime.. and wat to do ? try to challenge myself and give her sometime.. if really cannot work out, then i will let go and will pray and bless for her..
i'm not that kind of stingy or selfish ppl.. just somehow that i dun really want to let go.. try for the second chance and see the results.. maybe, in my life, i never have any confidence to myself.. most of the things i just guess guess or see the next step before making decision.. maybe is due to my family background.. maybe, many ppl thinks that my family background is good.. have a happy family like everyone.. if u think like this, is good.. meaning u appreciate your family.. to me, yes.. bcos can give myself a fantasy where i have a good family and happy one.. but, actually is not.. my family is not as good as i think too.. not until very worst.. but can say is bad.. some ppl might know about this story.. some friends and my dear here.. but, i doesn't want to mentioned here.. just keep it as a secret.. not really proud to say.. then just forget it.. i dun need anyone to sympathy me.. bcos i aldy live 23 years without soul until my beloved gal came to me.. she say not so bad, still have hope when she agree to be my gf that time.. i thought finally i can live happily.. and also thank GOD for giving me some roads and lights.. and didn't push me till the end of the road.. but, suddenly the GOD say i'm sorry.. your happiness and sweet things is till the end.. i need to take back.. how is the feelings ? shock rite ? would be asking why ? and HE say no why.. so, this guy live without his soul again.. for how long i also dunno.. maybe 23 years again.. or maybe i dun have this chance again.. tomorrow wat happen to us still a question mark.. so no point determined anything and just let it be..
she really an angel to me.. how i wish i would be her guardian angel ? her prince charming ? i aldy did my very best to make her life like a fairytale story such as Cinderella, Snow white .. i want to make her life reality in everything that i promised to her.. but really hard to say.. sometimes fairytale story is only fairytale story.. is used to the children and some teenages life.. but, when come to real love life, there is no such things.. i thought i would make things exist or occur.. but, the answer is no.. so wat to do ? let her think and consider for the next step to go.. maybe i'm really a failure guy.. doesn't own any happy life.. family, love and working life.. everything has his obstacles for me to go through.. never have any smooth things that i got in my life.. maybe, i owe them.. maybe my previous life is a bad guy.. or other things that hurt them.. therefore, i doesn't had a good life now, so they just come back and get wat they suppose to get.. then is good.. i wish all come together.. and just stab to my heart.. just one stab.. then everything would be fine.. i give them permission to do so.. so, dun worry of any legal suits or anything.. so that i dun need to be hurt by anyone else anymore.. and i do not need to feel so suffering here.. maybe is too much here.. need to stop aldy..

That's the end of the story here..

Sick !!

2009-05-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

After struggling for few months to faced my exam which held 2 weeks ago, finally i have a good rest.. especially the sleepless nites for me to do revision in the middle of nite just to pass the exam.. haiz, the exam is so hard and tough.. especially the maths.. i just able to do the data comm since most of them is coming out from the books.. but anyway, is over.. just see the fate whether i succeded to pass my examination or not.. another thing is i'm sick.. after studying for almost 2-3 months just for this exam, finally i 'm down to sick.. bu yet, i still manage toperform my duties inside the company.. but with the help of medicine.. haiz.. poor calvin.. hehe..

Finally, my dear also completed her semester exam.. but so bad.. she leave me alone in Penang and enjoy in Genting Highlands.. I will remember u forever dear.. hmz.. treat me like this.. hahahaha.. as long my dear happy, then i'm happy aldy.. hehehehe... pray dear have a safe journey.. and enjoy happily.. make sure win win big big.. then i no need to work liao.. can stay at home goyang kaki.. hahaha..

that's all for now.. got to go..

~Calvin~

Exam over !!

2009-05-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

Finally .. Finally !! A hardest month that i encountered in my entire life.. There's my exam.. Finally, my exam is officially ended on 26 May 2009. The exam started on 20 May 2009 in KDU 7 Floor.. The first subject is Data comm and the last subject is Advanced Engg Maths.. Pray that i can pass this examination.. The examination is tough and hard.. serious, believe me.. is hardest than other paper.. the paper is totally from UK (United Kingdom).. therefore, we really doesn't know wat they did inside the paper.. but anyway, is over.. fail or pass have to depends the fate.. Another thing is finally i'm free.. there have 3 months break for me to enjoy before the new semester starts again.. but, also is sad.. meaning my darling have to leave very soon.. couldn't see her for a long period of time.. so sad.. dear, i will miss u and be a good boy here.. K ? trust me.. ok, until here now.. wanna to sleep.. so tired ..

~Calvin~

Exam month !!

2009-05-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. my exam is coming.. have to study hard .. therefore, nothing to post up during this period of time.. more upload after 26 may .. and during this period, my lao po zai also sitting for her final semester examination before she flight to UK this september.. therefore, both of us must work hard.. good luck..

Sad news

2009-04-10T10:24:00.000+08:00

Today i'm so sad to heard a news.. It is because my lao po zai lost her handphone.. I'm pity and sad because i couldn't able to call her till she bought a new handphone again.. i know my lao po zai now very sad.. dun cry.. K ? anything dear can tell me .. to share with me or want me to buy her a handphone also is alrite..

Another news is my final examination.. the date is 22 may and 26 may 2009.. so, the time is rushing and need to study a lot and a lot.. just to achieve a good result.. wish i can pass all..

That's all...

Bye

6th April 2009

2009-04-07T09:12:00.000+08:00

Hi, today is a day for me to present the product development where we need to built a product and make a presentation in front of everyone. This product we have built almost 8 months.. But, due to one of our really damn team member, he always go and flirt gals till delaying the hardware at the lat minute.. even the part that he wrote for the report is totally out and not match with the final report.. The part that not supposely in he put inside.. but luckily, we solve the problems between another team member..we rush the report and i 'm doing almost all chapters except the building hardware and software part.. other than that, is totally under mine.. the most critical part is the business and marketing part.. is damn hard and i need to refer so many books and internet to analys as well as the financial techniques.therefore, i almost crazy.. but, finally everything is over.. yup, is over..so, i can put down this task and carry on with another task again.. battle for the advanced mathematics and data communication.. is a paper exam.. not built anymore.. finally no more group design project.. if not, i will be crazy.. hahahahaha..

21 March 2009

2009-03-30T17:19:00.000+08:00

Hi, after i had been left for almost 12 days due to my crazy workload and studies especially the product development that would be killing me almost 9 months.. I have to complete the final report for this subject, so that i would be getting ready for my presentation on April 6 and as well as my semester exam on May. Dunno whether can be describe as a semester examination or year end examination ? bcos the students need to sit the exam once a year.. lol ? laughing , rite ? yup, is true.. so, the books that need to study and not so thick.. just as thick as a phone book directory.. about 100 pages for data comm and maths revision.. So, i really need to study hard bcos i doesn't want to resit back all the subjects.. wish i could pass it..

Another things is i went back to Ipoh during this weekend due to certain important things that need to be done due to my PTPTN loan.. haiz, really troublesome.. borrow money also need so many procedures ? but, oklar since the government is borrowing the money to me.. i'm happy too.. hahahaha.. another happiest thing is my lovely sweetie went back to Ipoh as well.. She went back bcos... i also dunno why.. she just told me that she no class.. then feeling wanna to go back..then wat else i can say ? then i just can say ooooo... that's all.. hahaha.. and, i bought her a necklace for her birthday since i had promised her so long.. but, couldn't fulfilled it during dear dear birthday.. i'm sorry, dear.. but, yet i 'm still bought her something that can't say is special.. but all comes from my heart.. and the present can say is worth if put on dear dear neck.. and the brand is also can say a branded product.. Lazo Diamond.. not pasar malam leh.. K ? hahahaha.. i won't treat her badly since she is my lovely dear dear... and, i'm so happy that i could be able to watch a movie with her.. although her annoying sister, nie nie and her bf (my junior) from SMI too is following us, but is fine with me bcos we will be walking separately... no lamp post standing towards and shining on us.. hahaha.. hope she will like th necklace that i bought for her.. muakzs.. that's all for now.. got to go aldy.. byez...

13th March 2009

2009-03-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

hi, is me again.. today have a sad news after my birthday.. is regarding the VSS.. haiz.. wat the heck ? why all this problems come one by one ? why the economic turndown would impact so much on it ? but, i understand that this is a nature.. every 10 years would be an economy crisis for the manufacturing sectors and electronics industry.. but, i really wish that this would ended up very soon bcos i need to get increment and promotion.. why ? why ? when the time i wanna and going to get increment comes all this horror stories and news ? i hope US President Barack Obama would do something about it.. and is time for the fucking ppl to stop corruption.. help the economy now ....

12th March 2009

2009-03-15T14:37:00.000+08:00

hi, today is a special day for me. Why ? bcos is my 23rd birthday.. so, happy birthday calvin.. hahaha... but, is would be a sad month for me.. the reasons i'm saying this is bcos due to my workload.. i almost crazy with the current work that i have now.. second reason is bcos no ppl celebrating my birthday with me.. my dear is so busy with her studies.. especially the forever never finished the reports.. lols.. i understand she is need to focus her studies and obtain a 1st Class Degree.. i wish that her dreams come true.. i really hope and wish that she would be with me on my birthday.. but, never mind.. i had class on that nite.. so sad... hmz.. sob sob.. i'm not expecting so high since i have a jobs linking with me.. i will try my best to complete the degree and focus with my work in future.. i wish that this three years would be ended easily and get my degree as like this.. then i will thank GOD and appreciate with it.. then, only come to the world of fierce where a young tiger would rule the world.. muahahahaha... that's all for now.. later to write again..

Hard month

2009-03-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

Hi, after been a long time didn't write anything here.. Due to my work and studies would be quite struggle to have spare time to write something here.. But, i think i need to write something here too.. After ending the month of Feb and completed almost a month of Chinese New Year, most people is concentrating on their works or studies or both.. like me, lol.. but, the month of March would be a hard month for me.. Due to my Engineer went for the product transfer in Norwood, US , i have to take over all his duties at this moment.. but, tai lo.. how to perform it ? 5 Tester with about 7-8 types with different model of boards ? and almost everyone worked in Jabil knew that LTXCredence boards is a hardcore board.. Not only as sensitive like a girl, yet it also hardest compared with other workcell like Agilent Technologies, Cisco, Infinera or Intel.. But, i understand is that LTXCredence is assemble the semiconductor tester.. but yet, everyone expect the 8 months technical guy to perform all this hardcore works ? haiz... and, i'm faint due to failures of many boards, aging boards, and incoming of NPI boards again.. the operator who is doing all this testing is slow in learning and need more guidance from me.. but where got time to teach the operator and i need to diagnost all the aging and failures board ? think i'm superman meh ? hahahaha..

Another sad things is my birthday in this month.. but, my dear couldn't celebrate with me.. She going to Genting with her daddy and mummy.. but, never mind.. i always love my dear.. muakzss.. no matter she is here or not.. i still can feel that her heart is with me.. but, is quite disappointed bcos she is not here.. wat to do ? be a good boy staying at home and study lo.. hahahahaha..

okies, come to here first.. i still have some other important things need to be done.. write to u more next time..

10th Feb 2009

2009-02-10T12:19:00.001+08:00

Hi, today would be a significant day for us.. the reason i'm saying is bcos the chinese new year is fully ended.. I'm quite upset and wish the cny holidays would be longer than usual.. anyway, we still have to further down our journeys and always look towards the better day.. But, this year would be suffering year.. i tell u why? the first reason is bcos my dear would be leaving to UK to continue her Master degree in pharmacy.. This had been known for previous of months..

The second reasons is bcos of global recessions.. this recessions is ever worst compare with the previous financial crisis that we had.. Mostly, all electronics and semiconductors organization couldn't survive due to this recessions.. it really impacts on us.. even the company that i work now is the world number 3 electronics manufacturing services (EMS) Jabil Circuit Inc finally break their silents to retrench staffs around the world except Bayan Lepas, Penang.. Mostly are in United States.. Although the retrenchment is not in Penang Jabil, but Plant shutdown and deducting salaries is couldn't avoided.. My salaries is deducted almost 15%.. thus, this recessions we really doesn't know when it would be an ending for us.. let us pray and hope that this recessions couldn't stay longer as prediction..

Finally, i'm really miss my dear.. i wish to see and accompany her in a longer period.. I love u, dear.. muakzsss...

1 Feb 2009

2009-02-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hi, i am back.. First of all, i would like to wish all Chinese "Happy Chinese New Year" , Gong Xi Fa Chai for their new beginning starts. Wish this year have a good starting.. and the global recession would ended soon.. This cny holidays really brings me a great joy and happy that i ever feel before.. of course the most important one is met my loving dear, Jojo.. she attended my family dinner on 23rd Jan 09.. This dinner i purposely organised is bcos i wish to have a long term relationship with her.. i 'm really love her a lot.. secondly, is of course cny celebrations.. got angpow and makan makan here and there.. make me getting fatter and fatter.. lolx.. i wish to get a bit fat.. bcos i'm quite slim .. but, i'm assure that i would slim after few months later.. due to my heavy and busy schedule..

After a long holidays, i feel a bit lazy to work.. and moreover, i just met my dear 3 times during this holidays.. really not enough at all.. hope i can be together with her for a longer period of times.. but i understand that she need to study and i need to work as well as study.. why ? Omghosh... how long do i need to struggle all this busy schedule ? hope she and me would finish studying fast..

After i came back to Penang, i'm really miss my loving dear.. especially her laughing voices and her smile.. she really charming and cute.. really make me feel happy when together with her.. i wish she would be with her in a longer period even though she going to UK to further her master degree.. i'm still hoping her heart would be together with me.. to go through all this obstacles..

Anyway, after 1 week i disappeared, i think is more than enough here.. i would continue to write and update as much as possible.. Good nites.. Muakzss... tata

19th Jan 2009

2009-01-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

hi, here comes my turn to write something. Actually, i doesn't know wat to write here. But, should be describing our daily life.. So, it sounds interesting.. Therefore, my life for today (19th Jan 09) is sucks.. bcos my Product Development IDR report have to be re-do again.. Luckily, is not my part.. but, yet is still in one team.. so, i have to worry again.. hopefully, my IDR report is successfully submit it on Wednesday (21th Jan 09).. May God Bless our Team.. haiz.. another problem arise is my dear clothes.. she want me to buy her a clothes.. Eventually, i would buy a nice dresses for her 21 years old birthday.. I want her to received a special gift from me for her special birthday this year.. Moreover, now i'm still thinking wat dresses that suitable for her to wear.. wat her size ? i'm still blur blur here.. but, i would choose her a best dresses.. Bcos i love her so much.. i want her to be more gorgeous, pretty and charming after wearing that dress.. so, haiz.. the main thing is that the writer here still haven't buy his any new year clothes.. Therefore, how to buy her a clothes since myself still haven't buy anything ? still empty hand ? but, luckily i'm going to Queensbay Mall tomorrow with my colleagues.. To eat Kim Gary.. nyum nyum.. hahaha.. hopefully, i can buy her the dresses there.. anyway, i think is more than enough since this is my second blog here.. hope to write as much as i can in the future.. nitez..

19th Jan 2009

2009-01-18T14:44:00.001+08:00

Hi, this would be my first blog in my life. Hope i can enjoy my life here by writing the blog. Today is 18th Jan 2009. Is a hot sunday. I'm damn busy rushing for my Product Development report which need to pass up on 20th Jan 2009, Monday. After so many ppl encouraging me to write, finally i decided to own a blog. Although i'm not a blogger, hope i can learn more from here. Anyway, i have to go back my work. See u soon..

~Calvin~